Ok. so let´s do this. The dashboard on my blog has been open for hours now and I just keep opening new tabs in my Chrome window, dreading to write this post.
Some of you already know that my husband left me on December 21st. Yep. I thought about if I should mention it here, but since you (my friends and blog readers) have been with me (us) through all the good and bad through the years, it would all be to wrong to not talk about it. And since life is about to take some big changes, it would be weird if you didn´t know the story.
Obviously I am not going in too deep into this, but basically I got a phonecall on November 30th and since then we have been talking, crying and freaking out about the fact that me wanted to move on with his life. I was ofcourse devestated, but have been holding my chin up for most of the Holidays. Now, this would be so much worse if we were arguing and hate would be involved. But we are good. We have been through SO much during our 12 years together and have a deep love for eachother because of all that.
All the practical things of divorce and seperation makes my tummy a little sick, but I will be ok. We will be ok. We still have lots of things to sort out and we have to take a million decisions. But in the end life moves on and we do too.
I can´t thank you enough for all your love, cyberhugs, comments and such encouragement in the last week! I love you so very much <3 font="font">
It's funny how people we have never met in real life do become friends. Friends we care about and smile with and cry with. I am so sad right now, but know that everything happens for a reason. I do believe this, even though at times living through it is painful, we do come out on the other side stronger. Hugs. Hugs. And more hugs.
SvaraRaderaThank you Monika. I always know I can depend on you to cheer me on!
Raderaso sorry to hear this and praying for you for peace and for bravery. sending hugs to you too.
SvaraRaderaAnnette, peace and bravery is all I wish for right now! Thank you!
RaderaI don't know how I missed this post the other day, but I've read it now. I knew from your facebook that something had happened. As Monika said - cyber friends become people we care about, we hurt with you, we laugh with you, we cry with you and we love you from far across the pond!
SvaraRaderaLifting you up in prayer and sending you many, many hugs.
Thank you Patti, it means so much to have a support system!
RaderaOh, Lisa. There are no words. Sending so much love.
SvaraRaderaThank you Keshet, I feel it!
RaderaMany hugs Lisa! Not easy to go through at any time, but especially at Christmas! Just keep swimming!
SvaraRadera:) thank you Nadine! I made the mistake to watch The Vow a few days after Christmas :(
RaderaBut i thought of what you said, if Channing ever tried to convince me of the fact that he is
my husband, I would believe him right away! :)
Somehow I never read this until today (saw your link in your new post) and I am really sorry about it. Nobody wins in a divorce... It sounds like you are managing to keep your head up though and you're such a good mama :D
SvaraRaderaI like what Nadine said "Just keep swimming"!
(I also pinned the quote you posted on WCS today, i love it!)
Jag har helt missat detta!! Finaste Lisa!! Stor KRAM till dig!! <3
SvaraRadera